Yours Truly

My rants, my thoughts, my feelings.

I am just a girl who is growing up into a woman. My experiences are recorded here – the ups, laughters, fun and downs, darkness, depression.

I am someone who loves being surrounded by friends, a way to keep me out from being depressed and thinking too much. However, I appreciate being alone sometimes to reflect on myself, although I can get carried away and end up being hermit. My friends try their best not to let that happen though, and I’m grateful for that.

I can be an obsessive-compulsive person and sometimes drive my friends to the walls. It’s good for me sometimes cause I keep things neat and in order, instead of creating a mess I worry about later, then end up getting an anxiety attack. At the same time, I can be quite a distracted person too, especially when you try to make me do things I dislike and when I really have no motivation to do so.

You can tell that I’m an emotional person, which isn’t really good for my health. I like to stay at home and sulk as a hermit for a very long time. Whenever I feel like, I’ll even go out alone to shop or watch a movie just to make myself feel better and treat myself knowing that I don’t have to entertain someone else. The attention is all on me.

I have a wonderful family who tries to give me the best of what they can. I have not too many, but just enough friends to stand by me whenever I need them, and I can trust that they will never turn me down. My boyfriend loves me a lot too and goes all the way just to see a radiant smile on my face, which in turn makes him smile too. I put my life in the hands of God, who makes me into who He wants me to be, that is to be a very happy person. If you read through the archives of the blog and trace all the way back to the present, you will realize how much God has changed me these few years from how fewer depressing entries I write.

This is a great avenue for me to express my thoughts without feeling restricted in anyway. Feel free to leave your comments!